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Give me a war, Give me a rifle, Give me ammunition. I will fight, i will kill, just to realese my own pain,just to forget, who knows i might even catch a bullet and die silently in a another country.

The betrayal made me to this emptyness, i feel abandoned again.why did i let you in my life? why? i can´t hate you, i just cant beacuse i love you so fucking much. and my question is still: Why? what happend?
You gave me the tools to feel, you helped me build up a true love. Then you ripped out my heart out of my chest and now i am dying slowly.



Please hear me, Dont lose this.. Dont lose me
dont lose your life, i love you forever and after
Please hear me... Don¨t give up
I beg you, give me 1 day, to prove you wrong to prove that we are true
If i would go to war and you would change your mind i hope for your sake that i am alive
Who know´s i might be K.I.A i might be missing but then it´s to late, to tell the truth




Give me a war, Give me a rifle, Give me ammunition. I will fight, i will kill, just to realese my own pain,just to forget, who knows i might even catch a bullet and die silently in a another country.






i had 2 years of love, of trials but we keept our love high through, we had our fight´s we had our argues but we solved them and returned to love. i am trying to understand, i am trying to rehear your words but my questions still remains, unpeacefully
i cant get it, i cant rest. i have one question to you, just this one: Why are you crushing my heart with lies?
i want to meet you on commonground, i want to see you, your eyes, i want to hug you and i would whisper: i love you,i really do. i would whisper: for you my love i could kill.


pretend that i would move on, pretend that you would see a picture on me with another girl, what would you feel? i know that you would break into sharp shards. Please, Atleast listen to me. I know i messed up, i know that i let you down, but why dont you give me the opputurnity i gave you? a second chance is all i need


Give me a war, Give me a rifle, Give me ammunition. I will fight, i will kill, just to realese my own pain,just to forget, who knows i might even catch a bullet and die silently in a another country.




I have moved on, but i still can´t stop thinking off you, i am now fighting in an alley in bashra, but i only have you on my mind, the shells are flying & shining,the bullets are hiting but i cant feel anything, iam going to die beacuse you never gave me that opputurnity that i gave you several times.i want to hate you but i cant.

My knees are hiting the ground, iam dropping my weapon. i am dying now, but it´s okay, i died the day you killed our love. this is fair, now you dont need to see me anymore





Give me a war, Give me a rifle, Give me ammunition. I will fight, i will kill, just to realese my own pain,just to forget, i died with a bullet in my body and i died silently in a another country.